January:
Come home from Disneyland.
Get a major cold.
Find job at Krave.
February:
Wish I had a Valentine.
Keep working at Krave.
Mom's birthday.
Breathe sigh of relief Rae wasn't moving.
March:
Turned 20.
(Freaking out that I've lived through 2 decades now)
Still working.
April:
Still working.
Called to Nursery (I think it was then...).
May:
Kyle met some girl named Briana.
He fell head-over-heels for her.
Rae's moving to Texas.
It's okay because the Jonas Brothers live there too...
June:
Start going to counseling.
Still in Nursery and working.
Trying to keep myself together.
Spend as much time with DeVaults as possible.
July:
Kyle engaged.
Still spending as much time with DeVaults as possible.
Still working and in Nursery.
August:
Kyle and Briana married.
My first photo shoot ever.
Still working and in Nursery.
Missing DeVaults.
Emily's birthday.
September:
Still working and in Nursery.
Desperately missing DeVaults.
October:
Still in Nursery.
Quit Krave.
Life stuck in neutral.
Missing the DeVaults more than I thought possible.
Kyle's birthday.
Cut ties with someone who meant the world to me.
Got on a plane to Dallas, TX.
Hugged Phill.
Hugged Rae.
Hugged Reed.
Got made breakfast in bed by Reed.
Hugged Jax.
Hugged Savvy.
November:
Did Rae's laundry.
Laughed.
Cried.
Read.
Played Lego's.
Cooked and ate.
Laughed more.
Loved.
Dishes.
DeVaults.
Hugged and hugged and hugged.
Sobbed.
Got on a plane.
Sobbed the whole way home.
Parents' 25th wedding anniversary.
Thanksgiving.
Dad's Birthday.
December:
Still in Nursery.
Job as nanny for Thornton's.
Missing DeVaults.
Decision making.
Slowing moving life forward.
So, that was a little less than positive. But I'm moving forward after an incredibly difficult year. And I'm proud of that. I did everything I could and just kept moving forward. And will continue to do so through the end of this year and into the next.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all!! :D
Such upheaval for you this year! I am SO hopeful that 2012 won't be quite so tumultuous for all of us.
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