Monday, January 31, 2011

New Job

So it's been a while since I've updated, sorry about that! Well, I've found a job since the last time I posted. It's at a fun frozen yogurt place. My favorite part is getting to eat the yogurt at work for free! :D So far it's working out really well. That's after 3 days working, and hopefully it keeps getting better.
It's been a rough week this week, trying to work through some issues with some people that I love. I tried using brave words, and they kind of backfired. I say kind of because now some of the issues that were brought up will be resolved and life will be a little easier. It was not easy to say some of the things that I did, and I'm a bit sorry about saying them the way I did. I'll figure out those Brave Words with practice. And hopefully that practice doesn't have to come painfully.
I don't even know what to say today. So have a great day! Stay positive!

P.S. I actually tried the chocolate frozen yogurt! It's awesome!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Job Hunting

So, now that I am back in St. George, and am no longer the incubus of viral plague that I was for the past week I've started job hunting. And it's hard. And I don't like it. But I'm trying to be positive and brave and know that I will find something, and it will be good for me (even if good for me isn't pleasant). At least I graduated high school. At least I worked for Disneyland. Oh Disneyland, how I've missed you.
I decided it was brave to come back to St. George, sort of. If I would have stayed in Anaheim I would've had a job for sure, and I could've kept running from some issues and ignored them, I could've avoided the shame of telling everyone hear "No, I'm not going to college because I'm a loser and can't afford it. But I'm gonna pretend I'm not going to college because I don't know what I want to do so it's smarter to just make money right now." But I'm facing it, and trying to be brave and trying to be a big girl. Thank you to all those who are standing by me and supporting me and encouraging me. Heaven knows I need it.